[She's aching enough that drinking will definitely help take the edge off of that. Two big swigs later, she's passing the bottle back to him. While he's busy with that, she'll just borrow his cigarette for a minute or two.]

I was so stupid to get my hopes up the way I did. I really thought...

[Pausing, she exhales and watches a cloud of smoke float up. The cigarette is passed back to him as she takes the bottle back for another drink.]

Well, I thought I was going to lose you today. But I was still so sad when that stupid ash didn't work. You really deserve to have everything you want, you know?

[One more drink, then she hands the bottle back to him. Sighing, she leans over to rest her head against his shoulder. It's not particularly comfortable like this, but they'll lay down in a little while.]

When we get back to California, we'll really give it to him.