[That question slips her up, and she stops moving for a second just so she can watch him and see how he's admiring her. Her chest rises and falls a little faster just seeing that, and she finds herself shrugging as an initial answer.]

I guess I'd think about Jason sometimes. [Her answer is so embarrassed and shy that she feels like she might just sink down into the water and let it take her.]

But he'd never want to do anything like this. Or touch me like this when I could be touching him instead.

[Talking about her old life just feels weird now. Especially when it comes to her ex-boyfriend. But since she's determined to "win", she resumes rubbing at her sensitive nub, putting on a show of squirming and groaning for him. Her fingers once again curl inside, and she tries her best to keep working them in and out slowly. The angle is awkward, and it's just not as good as when he does it. But it still feels good enough that she can make herself be on display for him to enjoy.

He'll cave in and beg her soon. She's sure of it.]