Guess we're both gonna go a little nuts an' forget to think eventually, huh?
[Grinning, Johnnie has another deep drink of his rum - ow okay that was a lot, it does burn at that volume even for him - then eyes the menu casually again. There are desserts on there too but honestly he just wants to eat his fill of shrimp at this point. And those spicy oysters, if they're any good.]
Right when I came back, shit just didn't feel real to me. Figured I was fuckin' invincible, that nothin' I did mattered. An' that's still true! Don't think it ain't. But I gotta think about the gang when it counts an' here, close to home, it still really fuckin' counts. We go north, then fuck it. Let's tear shit apart. Make everyone fuckin' fear us wherever we go.
[That's the real difference, he's pretty sure. The gang always comes first for him and they've spent a lot of time since that road trip where he was focused on the group more than his own impulses.
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[Grinning, Johnnie has another deep drink of his rum - ow okay that was a lot, it does burn at that volume even for him - then eyes the menu casually again. There are desserts on there too but honestly he just wants to eat his fill of shrimp at this point. And those spicy oysters, if they're any good.]
Right when I came back, shit just didn't feel real to me. Figured I was fuckin' invincible, that nothin' I did mattered. An' that's still true! Don't think it ain't. But I gotta think about the gang when it counts an' here, close to home, it still really fuckin' counts. We go north, then fuck it. Let's tear shit apart. Make everyone fuckin' fear us wherever we go.
[That's the real difference, he's pretty sure. The gang always comes first for him and they've spent a lot of time since that road trip where he was focused on the group more than his own impulses.
Though... Plenty of those too.]